hr yg brat..

ky'a utk ngjlnin hr ni brat bgt.. ga tw pa yg trjdi dgn dri g.. tp rsa'a utk mnggu2 blkngan ni g bnr2 pgen sndri.. g pgn diem d kmr truz rnungin pa yg trjdi dlm dri g saat ni.. g bnr2 ga nfsu mkn, bwaan'a sdih truz, & rsa'a g bnr2 pgen nngiz.. utk skrg2 ni g bnr2 plg ga sk klu d gnggu papun tu.. mw tlpon, mw xmx ga da yg g blz kcuali yg mnrut g bnr2 pnting bgt bru g blz.. ky'a g btuh wktu utk sndri & wktu d mn ga da 1 orgpun gnggu g.. aneh y g.. enthlah..

huff..

akhir2 ni ge sbuk.. bnyk tgz.. jd jrg bka blog dh..
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prjuangan lum slsei..

trnyta utk msuk ipa tu pnuh prjuangan.. d tmbh mslh2 yg da.. wlaupun bnyk org yg ngrmehin g & dll2'a g hrz ttep smngat.. wlaupun ga da yg dkung / support g kn ttep smngat.. utk mraih cta2 yg d inginkn mmang btuh pngorbnan.. g kn bktikn klu g bs.. g kn ttep brjuang mpe btas akhir kmmpuan g.. g kn brsha smksmal mngkin.. andai dunia ni sprti yg g byngkn tp syg'a dnia ni bkn g yg ngtur tp Tuhan.. hr ni g bnr2 ge bt biz.. entahlah..

Tuhan, nak-Mu ni krg sbar pa y ma Vero?? pa g hrz mti dlu kli y biar Vero puaz.. Hr Sbtu mnggu kmrn Sbrina tlp nykap'a Vro & dgn sntai'a nykap'a Vro sruh g & Sabrina lpain mslh ni.. nykap'a ngmong gni : "Dek Sabrina lupain ja y mslh ni coz Vro dh trtkan & strez gra2 mkir mslh ni.." nykap'a ga tw c mslh yg sbnr'a.. msh da bnyk crta laen soal Vro yg lum g smpet g tliz d blog g ni.. coz g tliz stu2 taon jbot bru slsei.. coz bnr2 pnjg biz.. seenak'a ja sruh lpain.. ga mkir prsaan Sabrina & g pa yg dh bnr2 trlka mpe lbuk hti yg plg dlm.. truz sruh lpain seenak'a ja.. msh untung tu Vro kmrn da Sabrina c yg nyruh g utk than emsi g.. klu g biz tu nak ma g kmrn.. ckup hti g brsbar 4 thn trma skap dy yg seenak2'a ngnjek2, boongin g, & sgla2 tndkan2 laen yg bkin hti g cpe scpe2'a.. hr Slsa kmrn paz g & Sabrina mw ngmong br3 d mbil Sabrina soal mslh yg kmrn trnyta Sabrina laper.. jd'a qta ngmong br3 d tmpt mkn sblh gregory.. kki'a dy tu grak2 mlu y org ga sbaran & pngen mrh truz tgn'a dy tu d umpetin d bwh mja.. paz g sruh dy kluarin tgn'a dy dr bwah mja trnyta dy pgang pisau & hmpir mw nsuk k prut g.. utk kdua kli'a g hmpir mw d bnuh.. prtma ma ade kmrn ma shbat g.. tar ma sp ge.. biz dy kluarin pisau tu g lngsung lri pnggil gru bp g.. alhasil dy d than d ruang kpla skul mpe nykap'a jmput.. Rbu'a g d pnggil dan berujung pd kptuzan klu dy d bwa k psikiater.. biz'a dy ga prnh ngmong 1 kt pun.. smua rs dndam, bnci, iri, skit ati, ksel, sbel dy sndri smpen & ga prnh crta2 k sp2.. pdhal dy ga pnya tmn sp2 kcuali g & Sabrina.. hr ni dy d bwa k psikiater pgen cpet2 liat hsil lporan'a.. y skrg g & Sbrna dh jauhin Vro.. mslh ni kpn klar'a c Tuhan?? dh trlalu cpe hti, bban, & pkiran g strez cm mkirin mslh gnian.. nak-Mu ni cm bs psrah & mnyrahkn sgla mslh ni kpd-Mu.. T_T

ktmu ssorg d msa kcil..

hri2 yg mmbsankn.. tp 2 hr yg lalu g ktmu ssorg.. org yg dr dlu g pgen ktmu.. kngen bgt ma dy.. pgen ngulang wktu g & dy msh maen2 breng.. wktu kcil g & dy maen ayunan brdua d villa'a dy, maen prang - prangan ma ttngga2 yg laen, maen bsket ge.. dy skrg dh bda.. dlu dy nak'a rme bgt tp skrg jd agak pndiem.. tp skrg bdan dy jd tnggi bgt.. g ja cm sbhu'a dy doank.. bnyk kngan2 yg indah bgt ma dy.. kpn y g bs ngbrol2 & crita2 ge kya wktu g & dy msh kcil?? sng bs ktmu dy tp sdih hbungan g & dy ga bs kya dlu ge.. dy org yg pnya tmpt trsndri d hti g..