ge2..

akhir'a prshbatan g hrz bbar.. ga tw pa yg ge g rsakan saat ni.. ge sbuk.. ge2 strez dh.. T_T

bngung antra kcwa / skit ati..

ge2 g d kcwain utk skian kli'a.. Snin kmrn d skul bhk trsbar xmx yg bkin g shock.... g d kstw ma nak klz 2 yg knal ma g.. paz jm isrhat dy kstw g soal xmx tu.. gni si xmx'a : "PENGUMUMAN!! Di SMA BHK tu trdpt 2 jablai nma'a Sabrina & Patricia klz 1-3 & 1-4.. Mrk br2 tu sring k klub sand, mlyni om2, & sy prnh mmkai jsa mrk.. Klian jgn mw btrmn dgn mrk br2.. Page skul d SMA BHK.." bnr2 bkin g shock, mrah, sdih, kcwa, trlalu kcwa mpe nngiz.. g lngsung brpkir bhwa yg xmx tu pzti Vero & co'a.. krn g & Sabrina ga pnya mslh ma sp2 kcuali ma Vero krn kmrn tu qta biz brantem.. akhir'a g d sruh ma tmn g yg kstw xmx tu utk crita k Pak Sis.. gru bk klz 2.. akhir'a g crita truz Pak Sis mnggil Bu Di2t& Vero.. Vero nyngkal klu dy ga tw pa2.. Bu Di2t akhir'a tlp Arie, co'a Vero & sruh co'a dtg hr tu jg.. tp Arie ga bs hr tu bs'a bsk jm 10.. y dh akhir'a g blik k klz dgn rsa kcwa g yg sdlm2'a.. bs u byangkan gmn prsaan g saat tu.. xmx'a nybar k nak2 klz 1, 2, 3, gru2, & kpla skolah.. bsk'a pgi2 da mslh bru ge.. Vero kbur.. bkap'a dh anterin mpe skul tp paz g cri d klz'a trnyta dy ga da.. pdhal Sabrina ngliat dy d dpn ook, Bu Di2t ngliat dy d anterin ma bkap'a, Pak Gregg jg liat dy, Pak Simon jg liat dy pke sweater pink.. g & Sabrina d pnggil k ruang kpla skolah.. trnyta nykap'a Vero dtg & qta smua ngmpul d ruang kpla skolah.. g, Sabrina, nykap'a Vero, & Bu Di2t.. nykap'a mpe strez & bngung mw cri Vero k mn ge.. g & Sabrina d stu mncrtakan smua pa yg trjdi antra g, Sabrina, & Vero slma qta shbatan.. d stu nykap'a Vero syok & kget ga nyka nak'a sfat'a slma ni kcau.. d stu g & Sabrina tnggu Arie dtg k skul krn Arie jnji mw dtg.. d tnggu dr jm 10 mpe jm 1 g & Sabrina mpe ga kut pljran k 5 - 7 cm dmi ngruz mslh Vero doank.. prah'a Arie trnyta ga dtg.. g tlp k Vero no'a d alihin, xmx ga d blz.. g, Sabrina, & Bu Di2t mpe strez mkrin Vero.. Bu Di2t mpe lpa mkn cm gra2 mkrin Vero.. g & Sabrin ajg ga knsen kut pljran.. coz qta mkir Vero jg.. bsk pgi'a nykap'a Vero lpor plsi bwt nyri Vero krn dh 1 x 24 jm.. g & Sabrina d pnggil ge ma Bu Di2t mpe ga kut pljran k 7 krn Sabrina dpet xmx dr Arie.. xmx'a tu Arie ngku klu yg xmx tu mank Arie tp tu d sruh Vero & Arie jg psen k g & Sabrina utk hti2 & wspda krn Vero ge nyri org bwt prksa g & Sabrina biar xmx yg soal jblai2 tu bnr & trbukti.. truz sre'a jm 4-an Sabrina tlp k hum Vero & trnyta Vero dh blik k hum tp lngsung tdur.. bsk'a dy ga msuk.. paz hr Jmat dy msuk dgn lmez bgt.. paz g dtg k klz'a dy pgi2 hr Jmat tu utk tnya kbnran'a trnyta bnr dy yg sruh Arie xmx ky gtu.. dy ngku k g dgn alsan wktu tu dy sbel ma g & Sabrina krn g & Sabrina ga sk dy jdian ma Arie.. Vero jg crta soal dy kbur.. jd Vero dr hr Snin mlm da rncnain ma Arie utk kbur.. hr Slsa'a paz Vero kbur tu tryta dy msh da d grj mpe jm 11 utk tnggu d jmput ma Arie bwt kbur.. u byngin Arie tu trnyta lbh pndek drpd Vero.. pdhal Vero tu lbh pndek drpd g.. Vero kbur mpe ga mkn & ga tdur smlman krn dy smlman d Pantai Tanjung Pasir br2an ma Arie mbil plukan ga tw ngpain.. truz pgi2'a paz hr Rbu Vero jm 5 pgi k skul Otonk truz tngguin Otonk slsei skul.. paz Otonk dh plg skul dy kget liat Vero akhir'a Otonk bjuk Vero bwt plg & akhir'a d anterin plg.. g ga tw pa yg g rsakan saat ni.. krn mslh ni lum slsei2 krn Vero'a msh kcpean.. d tmbh ge mslh2 g mnggu ni ge bnyk bgt.. g ga tw pa g kcwa / skit ati.. yg jlz ni bban brat bwt g & Sabrina.. trlalu cpe utk tmnan ma Vero.. u d ktain jblai ma shbat u sndri.. untung'a nak2 klz 1, 2, 3, gru2, & kpla skolah, smua'a lbh prcya ma g & Sabrina krn mrk tw g & Sabrina ga mngkin ky gtu.. entahlah.. yg jlz saat ni g ga mw mnbh mslh2 yg laen.. otak g dh pnuh.. mpe ngeblank..

halleluya sdra..

ssuatu hal yg g tkutkan skrg akan trjdi.. Rabu kmrn biz g pljran Fsika g bka hp g.. & trnyta da xmx.. xmx tu dr c Ailin.. isi xmx'a tu : "Pat, km jd wl y tgl 29 biz paskah".. paz g bca g cm bs cngo.. otak g lngsung ngeblank.. stlh krg lbih 15 mnit g cngo.. g syok.. g bkn'a ga mw jd wl.. tp g lum siap.. hwhwhwhw.. tp g inget kta c Ailin.. c Ailin prnh blg ma g.. dy sndri paz prtma kli d sruh jd wl dy jg lum siap.. tp klu ga d cba kpn mw bsa'a.. dr stu g brpkir.. klu g blg ga siap truz kpn kpn g bs'a.. akhir'a dgn brpsrah ma yg d ataz g xmx c Ailin klu g bs jd wl tgl 29 ni.. tp skrg g bru mw mmprsiapkn lgu2'a + lat wl.. g mmlih c Ailin utk mndmpingi g jd wl.. doakan y tmn2 spya tgl 29 nnti smua'a dpt brjlan lncar.. amin..

sdih..

kmrn pnylsaian'a mslh g ma tmn g.. bkn mndptkn hsil yg g ingikn mlah sblik'a.. trnyta slma ni dy tmnan ma g & Sabrina cm krn trpksa & tkut ga dpt tmn.. g & Sabrina bnr2 kcwa.. slma ni g bnr2 tlus tmnan tp trnyta dy'a.. akhir'a g & Sabrina kmrn tnya ma dy.. dy mw'a gmn.. dy lbih mlih utk ga tmnan ge ma g & Sabrina.. trnyta g bnr2 slh nlai dy.. g dh mncba brpkir pstif trhdap skap'a slma ni.. tp y dhlah.. mw d pain ge.. tp y g dpt pljran jg c dr mslh ni.. mga pljran yg g dpt brgna dh bwt g kdpn'a.. amin..

kcwa..

hr ni g bnr2 kcwa.. g prtma kli'a kcwa ma tmn bae g sndri.. g knal dy paz klz 1 smp.. krn dlu g d klz sring liat dy sndri & ga da tmn.. always diem klu d tnya pa2.. akhir'a g knlan ma dy & jd dket ma dy.. trnyta dy bs ngmong bnyk cm ma tmn2 yg bnr2 dket ma dy.. kbtulan g pnya bnyk tmn d klz g truz g knlin k tmn2 g d klz.. trnyta dy mlah d hna, d ldek2in, & d jauhin cm gra2 dy brklit item & rmbut'a krting.. g tgur tmn2 g d klz spya ga ldek2in, hna, & jauhin tmn g tu yg da mlah g yg d hna, d ldekin, & d jauhin jg.. tp y mnrut g saat tu g ga bs trma tmn g d hna ky gtu.. so g & tmn g tu d jauhin dr tmn2 g yg laen.. g ttep pnya bnyk tmen tp mrka sruh g bwt jauhin tmn g tu & g ga mw.. g brsha blain tmn g tu tp dy ttep ja pndiem stngah mti.. mpea akhir'a g prnh kna 1 ksus ma dy gra2 dy ftnah g & mter blkin fkta.. jd wktu tu hr kmis tgl mrah tp bhk ttep msuk.. g blg ma dy bsk msuk ga lbur.. dy blg dy mw lbur sndri.. y dh paz pgi'a g tlp k hum'a tnya knp dy ga lum dtg k skul pdhal dh tnggal 5 mnit ge bel msuk.. nykap'a yg angkat tlp dr g.. g kstw nykap'a klu hr tu msuk dy'a ge nnton tv.. akhir'a dy dtg k skul tlat 1 stngah jm.. coz hum'a jauh d Bjong.. paz dy nympe d skul g yg ge d klz ge pljran Mtmtika d pnggil ma gru BP g k ruang kpla skul.. d ruang kpla skul da dy & bkap'a.. truz g d slhin ma gru BP, bkap'a, & kpla skul gra2 g ga kstw dy klu hr tu msuk.. pdhal dh jlz2 g kstw.. dy nsuk g dr blkg.. dy ftnah g dgn blg k bkap'a klu g blg k dy klu hr tu lbur.. akhir'a g smpet brantem bntar & baean ge.. g cba sbar.. yg prah'a tiap dy mrah ma org g yg jd krban'a.. dy tu klu mrah ga tnggung2.. maen ckek lher prg mpe tu org mnta ampun ma dy bru dy lpzin.. klu ga ga d lpzin.. g d ckek dh 10 x lbh gra2 jd krban'a dy.. g msh sbar hdpin dy.. klz 2 smp g psah klz.. klz 3 smp g sklz ge.. d klz 3 dy g knlin ma tmn g yg sklz ma g wktu klz 2 smp.. nma'a Sabrina.. nma tmn bae yg kcwain g tu nma'a Vero.. Vero ni paz klz 3 smp dy smpet sk ma kkak klz yg dlu skul d bhk.. nma'a Otonk.. slma klz 3 g & Sabrina bntuin dy biar dpetin Otonk tp dy sndri ga da usha bwt dketin Otonk.. yg da mlah Otonk mnta Vero bwt jauhin dy.. mpe Vero skit ati.. g & Sabrina mpe mrah2in Otonk tp ttep ja Vero'a diem srbu bhsa.. g & Sabrina msh cba sbar.. paz msuk sma klz 1 d sem 1 g & Sabrina smpet nglbrak dy dgn sksi mta ade g, Caroline & tmn g, Vani.. g & Sabrina lbrak Vero krn qta br2 ga than ngliat skap dy yg slalu boongin qta br2, nsuk qta dr blkg, bae2 d dpn qta pdhal dy sbel ma qta.. mpe akhir'a Vero nngiz.. g & Sabrina sruh Vero mbil kptuzan.. pa msh mw tmnan ma g & Sabrina ato ga.. g lbrak dy hr Jmat.. hr Snin'a Vero blg klu dy msh mw tmnan.. truz paz bln Dsmber '07 kmrn paz tgl 12 Vero knlan ma co' yg nma'a Arie.. dy knlan ma Arie krn Arie ga sngja nysar tlp k hp Vero.. siang knlan mlm'a d tmbak.. & Vero trma.. bgz c tp mslh'a Arie ni tu playboy biz.. g, Sabrina, & Vero tw klu Arie playboy tu coz paz Vero knlan ma dy Arie ni tu dh pcran ma yg nma'a Erlin.. paz Vero trma Arie tu Arie msh jdian ma Erlin.. dgn bgo'a Vero trma.. pdhal dy ga mw d duain.. dy cm pgn nnjukin klu dy bs pnya co'.. dy ga mw klah dr g & Sabrina.. dy ngrsa mng krn saat ni g & Sabrina jmblo.. g & Sabrina brsha kstw Vero klu Arie tu playboy.. mpe kmrn tu Sabrina nyruh tmn'a bwt test Arie.. & trbukti dy playboy.. dy nmbak tmn'a Sabrina mlm2 pdhal siang'a bru knlan.. bs d byangin ga c Vero & Arie tu skrg tu dh 3 bln tp lum prnh ktmuan.. Arie xmx k Vero jg kta2 gmbal yg bkin g eneg bgt kta2'a.. Arie ja dh ngryu g & Sabrina bwt jd ce'a.. tp g & Sabrina tlak dy mntah2.. g & Sabrina mpe test Arie tu mnjukkan klu g & Sabrina syg & pdli ma Vero tp pa yg Vero ks k qta.. dy blg k co'a klu Sabrina ga pnya otak & Vero mw lbrak Sabrina.. tp dy ngmong'a k Arie.. Vero ngmong k Arie dgn pra2 jd Tyo, tmn grja'a Vero (ngku'a Vero c gtu tp g & Sabrina ga ykin).. Sabrina skit ati d ktain ga pnya otak.. g sbgai tmn Sabrina g ga trma.. akhir'a td paz plg skul g & Sabrina lbrak Vero ge.. g & Sabrina dh mngmbil kptuzan utk ga dket2 dlu ma Vero.. g & Sabrina dh trlnjur kcwa, skit ati.. g & Sabrina mpe nngiz td paz plg skul.. krn g & Sabrina sgt mnghrgai prtmnan & prshbtan.. tp ni blzan yg d ks Vero slma ni.. Sabrina skit ati krn d ktain ga pnya otak.. g kcwa krn slma ni Vero dh boong & tsuk g dr blkg.. utk ptrma kli'a g pnya tmn ky Vero.. g cba sbar mpe g d jauhin ma tmn2 g yg laen.. Sabrina mpe d nglwan ortu'a dmi tmnan ma Vero.. Tuhan g bnr2 dh ga ngrti soal Vero ni.. g mw bwt dy d trma ma tmn2.. spya ga d hna, ga d ldek2in, & ga d jauhin ge.. tp dy blz'a dgn cra nkam dr blkg.. g dh bnr2 kcwa.. g ga mw pnya hbungan yg bruk ma tmn g tp g dh ga tw ge hrz nglkuin pa.. g dh bnr2 cpe d tkam dr blkg & d boongin truz.. cpe bgt.. g sbar slh.. g bae slh.. g ga sbar jg slah.. g ga bae jg slah.. truz pa yg hrz g lkukan?? g dh ga tw.. cpe mrez otak pkrin mslh ni doank.. mw tdur ja.. kcwa.. T_T

kkdusan..

kmrn sbtu g d ajrkn ttg kkdusan.. g mnydari bhwa slma ni g lum hdup kdus.. g msh brpkiran ngtif & krg bs mnjga kta2 g.. smua yg d ajrin kmrn d joy bnr2 bwt g sdar.. trnyta slma ni kdg2 sk bwt tmn2 mrah krn g yg msh krg bs mnjga kta2 g.. tp g & ktua sel g mlai hr sbtu kmrn mmbuat suatu kspkatan utk brjuang brsma2 utk brpkiran pstif & mnjga prktaan g.. g inget stu kta yg d ucapin ma ci Ratna kmrn paz pngjran.. klu ssorg jtuh dy hrz bngkit ge wlaupun sulit utk mngmpulkn puing2 yg jtuh tu.. & ktua sel g jg blg g hrz bngkit ge.. g pzti bs.. doakan g y my prenz..

hr yg indah..

akhir'a.. utk prtma kli'a bnyok lehin g jln2.. pdhal biasa'a bnyok amat sgt protektif bgt klu soal g pgi jln2.. td d introgasi c ma bnyok tp ga sprti biasa'a.. hehehe.. thx God akhir'a doa g trkbul jg.. akhir'a.. & utk prtma kli'a jg dlm hum g hr ni ga da rbut.. smua'a ge akur2.. sng'a.. ^^
doa g slma ni trnyta ga sia2.. thx bgt God.. hr ni hr yg plg mnggmbrakan.. yeah..!!